well hello there, friend
Updated: Sep 28, 2019
I must reiterate this one last time
this is NOT A BLOG
don't put baby in a corner
but this is my first entry
I am redundantly stating now (for myself of course) that there are absolutely no expectations of what I should do and when because I AM MY OWN.
life gets CraZY & I get LaZy so if I post anything at all consider it gold
of course it would be wicked if I actually kept up with my thoughts, pictures, etc..
so I had a solid place to come back and reflect on my life
but I don't like making promises because I have a tendency to jump ship
I'm just going to ride this wave and see where it takes me
I can't let myself down if I don't have anything to let myself down over!
this is my "space" if you will
no not myspace.com (rip)
but my little slice of this terrifyingly vast universe
my safe haven (lol) if you will
THUS there are also no rules
no necessary perfect grammar spelling punctuation or even format
not even categories for what kind of content to expect
BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THAT
I just want to spill this ink on some paper
so have fun scrambling through the smudges
and since you're never too old to make some changes
I declare a new nickname
just ain't cuttin' it for me and I quite like my last name
so on this day of September 2019
I officially declare myself: Haven
prob won't catch on
BUT BY GOLLY A GIRL'S GOTTA TRY because how plain is "Courtney"
(sorry dear sweet parents of mine)
1994 was a weird time
(gosh DANG that felt good)
9/22/19: "cornfield face"
(most recent picture of my face ok)