• courtneyhavens


I’m having one of those moments where everything makes me so emotional

remembering the past

terrified to the bone of the future

and getting out of bed in this present

seems like a chore

I make lists of things I want to accomplish

and my mind gets the best of me


tomorrow is my worst enemy

I dream of being the someone inside me

the whole human who jumps out of bed

and one by one the list gets smaller

tomorrow isn’t scary

because I took control today